Very down in the dumps about not getting started on this process. So to cheer myself up, I bought some Kit Kats. And a bottle of wine. And a syrup sponge pudding.....with some cream. Getting my drift....? Oh and just to top it all off, smoked a pack & a half of ciggies.

So will probably have gained another half a stone before I get started next week.

Very miserable. But the wine is lifting my spirits:-)